short post for current emotion

guess, it's true that girlsss, mood swing?
hmm..
i am not that swing lar..
jz recently thought of many many things
many different stuff that matters and does not matters
and thing jz happened
she said : u really will not know how it feels until u had been through it 
i understand what she is trying to say..
and it jz simply so true..
sometimes, we cant share our feelings but we can jz understand that feeling...
been trying not to let myself down ...
mood ups and down...
i jz controlling it so badly..
it's a relief to see the atmosphere at there quite okay.
stay strong, stay brave my girl
tht's the only thing i can say.
i will be by ur side whenever u need me..
jz give me a call...
tht's what i can say..
the only thing i can say, stay strong...
dnt wish to turn the atmosphere sadder...

hmm..
it made me think a lot.
been thinking this and that...
those memories being wiped away jz flow in for a sudden
feeling okay okay.
until someone sent me some photo and my mood straight turn worst !
sorry for being mood swing
and i jz wan to be alone from those outsiders...
silence is what i need for now..
i jz need it for a moment..
jz please allow me to do so...
i dunno why, but it does hurt to see such photo..
maybe facing the real fact is harder than what i imagine...
my mood jz got better...
until...
guess what? it's food ...
omg...
guess i really cannot live without food... lolz



it's hard to have different personality in front of different person...
but i am doing it until today...
i jz wish ppl around me feeling happy and better...


i lost myself
and i am still finding it bck
it's hard to continue with another relationship until i really knw what i am thinking and doing..


facing the reality is what i need right now ~
life goes on !


to her, it's okay to cry out, it's okay to show ur weaknesses to us... we will protect u