i realised that ..
sometimes something tht u dnt really lk.. something eye sore..
jz treat it as invisible...
and ur life will go on without it...
without any scares and hurt tht u will be going to make on the others..
u will not spoil any sweet moments which u are going to spare with ur love ones.. ^^
the feeling is good and nice...
u try to calm urself down.. for stopping urself to ruin the sweetness between u and ur lover..
tht's how u can start being an understanding person.. u manage to control ur feelings..
jz tell urself, u did a great job.. ^&^
hahaha...
although we manage to stop saying out things tht will spoil the sweet moments, still we are still curious with what's going on.. we jz want to know.. want to be part of u guys.. may be too much of it will turn out to be annoying... girls, try to talk and ask the guys properly... i am sure, if the guy love u, he will always tell u properly when u ask properly... dnt lose ur temper like a mad person.. jz try to speak out ur thinking, try to discuss with them.. girls try to understand everything after u made a conclusion...if not, u will be facing another problem soon..  but guys , i know u will feel very annoying.. sorry for tht, we jz cnt control ourselves.. before u get mad about what we had done, pls do calm down and think for what u had done... what u have had actually done.. perhaps u will not be angry anymore...
but... tht's not the end.. after u manage to control the temper, pls do, pls do always let the girl to know what's jz happened.. what jz going on.. jz share out what had happened.. i am sure the girl will be sad for knowing tht they did someth tht made u guys pissed off...
i think tht's the best way to do so.. ^^
girls.. are always selfish when they come to relationship .. they will jealous easily without any reason... tht's jz because they are afraid of losing u.. so pls try to understand them ya...
but.. they do become generous when they really love the guy a lot.. and try not to hurt him..
erm.. perhaps i should say.. when girls love the guys until they cant even able to hold themselves anymore, they will become very selfish and sensitive over a lot of things..
i do admit tht it is very annoying.. but we , as girls... dnt really can help for it.. we cnt stop being in such a way.. we cant stop being so selfish.. we know it's wrong to be lk tht... perhaps confident in ourselves is lacking.. we know it's so childish to be lk tht.. but still we cant insist of being lk tht.. we cant stop unless we tell the guys... when the guys know, guys may feel lk it's funny... but.. girls really looking very serious in this matter...
take a break...
now i am wondering..
how suppose a couple manage to hold a long relationship for bout 5 - 6 years before marriage ?
is tht possible ? yes, of course!! but how???
then after marriage, after they have kids... the life they are going to face will be far far different when they are dating...
heavier burden ... it's the heaviest one...
haha..
i am so stupid to worry bout all those kind of things...
honesty, i am afraid of losing u.. haha.. sounds silly right ? i dnt dare to think further.. i dunno how am i going to face the moment when our uni life is end.. i dunno can i hold ur hands until the end.. i start to question myself... but i stopped... i jz tell myself.. stop thinking those nonsense.. remembered what i said before? i believed in u so much.. i am not confident with myself, but i have all my confident in u.. tht's why i should not afraid of any obstacles.. if i cant able to overcome it, that shows i dnt love u enough. i dnt deserve such a wonderful and nice person lk u.. i should let go and give it to another girl who is better than me..
but .. hahahahah!!! since u are mine, so , u cnt get away frm me liao lar!! i will do whatever i can to be with u.. i dunwan to lost u.. i cnt take it...
four months... so, tht's re4 lian4... but can i be greedy ??? i want us to be always lk tht.. always so sweet... seriously, i am afraid tht one day our relationship will be tasteless... i am afraid... but... jy said before... tht time, u will be matured enough to overcome and handle it.. ahahha.. perhaps i am still acting lk a small kid.. hehe....
once i saw a nice quote frm facebook :
日子久了， 男生会对女生越来越随便。
可是， 女生会越来越爱对方。
彼此对对方的感觉都没有改变过。 只不过， 两人对这段感情的看法不同。
it's true right? hehe...
so , girls dnt complain guys for not loving u anymore.. :P
and guys, dnt complain girls are annoying.. :)
haha..
it's true tht..
when a relationship starts,
girls will start adding marks for the guys starting frm 0 - 100 %
guys however will start deducting marks frm 100- 0 %..
hahahha...
tht's why lar..
try to understand it when u dnt.. ^_^

wishing u ,
always smile and be happy ya ^^


lastly, i jz want to tell u tht.. i love u, my dear.. ^^ <3