friends

seriously, i can feel the difference between the relationship.. jz hoping not to think so much as all it's because of me. but.. can u all pls dnt feel and think in a wrong way.. yes, i am in a relationship. but doesnt mean i dunwan my friends. ok ? so anything also still can find me.. i know this kind of things cannot being force, but i am sad to see the changes..

perhaps... not perhaps..

it is my fault.... 

yea.. 

i admit tht the time i spend together with u guys are lesser.. but doesnt mean i forget u all... 

and should i ask some question? is it u guys dnt like him ? sometimes it is sad to see u guys like tht... but dnt like jz tell me la, i will understand de.. and... cw, i thought u and him know each other, why will feel weird wor ? dnt like tht pls... cant be lk tht all always.. if i am in ur position, last time , i will feel the same way. but now... i think... human will grow . so it is not ur fault lar.. may be is the position we are now is different. 

and another thing i really dnt get... always say is f5 f5, ok.. then i jz follow.. but sometimes, there are others coming also.. why u guys cant jz say dunwan him to come? easier ,right? i remembered at first , can always jio him to join with us.. but why now cant? why ? can please jz tell me the truth ?? 

i jz want to know what is really in ur mind..... disappointed with me ? perhaps . but in what way? 

i changed... i think u guys realise it... i had changed a lot... not because i am in a relationship but i think is my attitude , right?  

sincerely, i jz see things clearer now... but i am sorry for being in such way.. i cannot pretend tht i dnt know. i am too straight forward. so , please be honest to me. dislike jz say.. this will be our last semester.. i appreciate it very much... hoping u guys will be doing well in degree.. all the best!!! 

i jz want to know the truth .. that's all.. 

because i really do appreciate the friendship between us.. 

rubbish bin gang.. 

F5 gang... 

because of u all, i have a wonderful life in my foundation. 

Thanks. :)