fed up

i'm sorry to say bt i really do hate this kind of life and people's attitude!!!
i have so much to say... please be prepared as i will not be polite in this post and i will express all my feelings without any doubt! so if u think u are such a person, please think about it.. if u are not satisfied with what i said, straight inbox me if u not dare to tell me face to face. and! please dnt worry, after this post, i will not remember anything anymore.. jz to alert u all!! i am sick of everything now!

it's week 7 now! two weeks to go to submit both management and financial management assignments! i have no extra time to reedit all of it and to do more work! as this week i have two test that are management and financial management. and english assignment, we have not yet do!!! omg!!! i aimed very high in it.. because i have nothing left without english.. i understand what teamwork is.. so i jz wish all of us just do our best .. i wont blame anyone if the results still so so after all of us worked extreme hard and had already put all of our effort! i'm sorry to say , bt i had learnt how to be selfish! so please do not blame me,  i am what i am , i cant always live for others! i am sick of tht! if u are selfish , i wont blame u either.. because i understand tht as well.. as i had been forced to learn so..

i am sick of being good and always think from the point of view of others! i am sick !!!! why am i the one who always care and think for others??!!!!!! (although sometimes i have a gang of friends who do really care me ^^ thanks ) when u all start to complaint about others, do u ever think tht u may do the same thing too? do you ever think of others when u talk bad or complaint about others? why cant u all stop complaining and think for others....??????? everyone has their rights to do whatever they like.. bt the matter of true or false is jz our own opinion!!!! u cant decide everything!!!!!!!

hu! i'm done here!!! done for complaining and posting whatever i feel and the thing tht came accross my mind at this moment.. i have no specific person jz to express.. u may find out some views may crash together.. bt as long as i understand can liao la =P

ok! it's time for me to talk about something serious! i knw after i wrote it here... things may change, and we might not able to face each other.. bt i am a person who have whatever thing also must say out.. if i am not able to say it out, i will die for lying ! so , friends, i am sorry if i really do hurt u... u can inbox me to scold me whatever things u like, i dnt mind!

let me start with my management and financial management assignments..
oh god! i have nothing to say...

credit to tuon wah! although we ( me and vivian) always say him, complaint him, shoot him, bully him, still we have no intention to really bully him la.. jz mouth itchy, like to kacau him... good guy!!! and !!  he really did a great job!!!! thankyou very much as he really did many parts... gamdong!!! i really have no words to show my appreciatetion to him besides thanks a lot... haiz.. thank god this group still got him... TT last sem still got tam tam and wey yao... bt both of them are not here with us anymore... i miss them so much... although we own all the bad habits! =) still really glad got him, and i felt so bad as he did most of my part jor...

next , vivian... she very very pia... i'm so proud and appreciate with all her hard work.. she is my motivation.. thanks vivian, i have no excuse bt to force myself study well and do better in order to help and co-operate with u... i am glad i meet u , i have no regrets studying in utar. vivian!!! i love u !! wahahahahaha.. although i can sense stress and pressure in u, still i am like so free like tht at there.. i'm sorry for being tht way.. i jz cnt change what i am.. i dnt like stress =) and.. dnt so stress la.. i knw u are smart, u must enjoy ur university life ^^

next, ching wen and junyap.. u both.. i have no words to say.. and i do really see u all put a lot of efforts.. and junyap, although dnt like the way we are, still he endure all of us.. thanks ya.. and ching wen, i knw u are stress enough, bt i want to tell u , that is not life should be! dnt be so stress!! u able to success! dnt worry! if tht's how we think it is, jz try to turn another way round, u will feel better! pls take care of urself.. u need to be independent.. cnt always rely on others.. ( i knw u never rely on others ^^) two of u , gambateh ya!!! we will always support u all de... dnt worry.. got anything jz say it out la... jy can tell tw if dunwan tell us, bt cw, u only have us to share, so u must tell us !!! :P

the last is beloved ... beloved.. first, i need to apologize for edit all ur background.. i'm sorry if i make u not happy.. i knw u sure dnt like if i did that... bt for the sake of our group, i need to do so.. beloved, please be prepared to read the following.. i'm sorry i knw it will hurt u a lot.. bt i jz cnt bare to see all my friends so stress because of u.. i'm sorry.. it's cruel bt i still need to say.. i knw no matter how many sorry i said to u, still the hurt i create in ur heart wont change.. i jz want u to understand bt i really have no idea how to make u understand.. hope everything will be fine after this.. i really hope so..
first, why i change ur background? because , at first, i thought wow, u did a great job.. then when i started to read, i feel tht something is not right there.. grammatical error.. so to help u solve it, i openned the link u gave me.. i'm sorry to say, bt u had copy and paste most of the things.. TT i din tell u tht time because i dunno how to say, so i jz help u to edit ... bt i never realise i edited until the background become totally different. then the mission vission part still ok.. not big problem.. bt the values and principles part, i asked u not to include because i found out tht if include, need to edit again because really similar with copy and paste. (bt i knw u had tried ur best and put a lot effort into it) so to avoid hurting ur feelings again, i request not to include although i know u all want some explaination ( i will do it bt i am lack of time ) so ended up others helped to edit.. thanks.. then , f.m part, sincerely, cw was so stress because she have a heavier burden than each of us.. she have 6 subjects and we all knw it well, she cant handle all the stress and pressure well... so she really almost collapsed! i am afraid of this!! beloved, u should start to ask how to do and what to do, have any problem must straight go and find tutor or lecturer.. u got go and find! bt u are not serious enough! u dnt put this as the most important thing. u jz think , " i got do something then can liao "... may be to u is like tht, jz simply do all the things , u think u had involved in it, then u wont bother it anymore.. bt , cnt u feel all of us are trying to do the best.??? all of us want the best.. because we knw we are not good enough, we cnt be compared to those originally so good... what we can do is try our best.. i'm sorry for being so cruel to u , beloved.. bt can u please differentiate which one is the most important for now? stop being so naive!!! dnt always think about love problems!!! u cn live without love, bt u cnt live without money!! so do u understand??????????????!!!!!
and... english assignment.. sincerely, i am very afraid of u , because we are in the same group... i really do hope u can put more effort in english assignment because u knw english is my everything! (although not that serious) please wake up ar beloved!!!!!! now already week 7 liao !!! cannot always like tht!!!! please not go out midnight liao!!! please get enough rest! please sleep enough!! i knw u tht u will feel embarrass , so please start study.. at least u must pass all the subjects ar...
u are now in utar! university where u need to pay to study, if u dunwan to study, please quit! dnt waste ur mum and dad's money. if u want to study, please at least make sure u pass all the subjects.. u really must change liao... must start to be serious .. if u can have the spirit u have towards the drums in ur studies, i think u sure will score with flying colours... it is only the point u want or dunwan nia...
i knw i cnt blame u for everthing because u might not really do ur part in the past semester, bt yet, i think it's not u dunno how to do, it's ur attitude problem. u should ask if u dunno, u should seek for an answer if u have a question, u should put more effort, u should be more responsible!!
beloved ar.... please really look into the mirror , u will realise tht u are now exhausted liao! please la...
please take care of urself.. dnt make urself so tired for those unneccessary things liao...
i knw i'm cruel for saying all out here.. bt i am sorry again.. i cnt see my friends all doing extra work and having extra stress because of u... sorry..

hope u will realise, and everything will be fine tomorrow..
i am sure will be fine after expressing all here.. bt...
i knw i am selfish bt i cnt do anything with tht.. i really have no extra money to retake !!!
tht's all..