sad

u knw what? i guess nobody knws how i feel right now.. horrible..
seriously feel very sad for a sudden. received a call from aunt, and asked me how i am going back to kampar after sem break. i told my mum will discuss when i am back, so jz asked around for transport first. bt she jz simply told them i need to sit their cars. and.. haiz.. i am sad not because of the trouble made.. bt jz simply because i have no one willing or even able to drive me back.. very sad.. TT mw said can fetch me, bt i dnt like to trouble her.. u knw? i dunwan to depend on those not related ( i mean family members)
ppl have their parents to fetch them here , bt i dont..
so next time, i will go and back by bus! i dunwan to depend on others altough i wish to save money.
haiz...
sad sad no use..cause cannot always give trouble to ppl de mar.. haiz.. so .. sometimes i regret for studying at utar! TT
exam next week.. and yet, i still so free.. really speechless.. and ! next time , i want go back home to study! dunwan stay at kampar de! no privacy!