day four of the new year

as i mentioned..
i din book the ticket successfully..
i learn to depend on myself ..
rather than calling others to do.. TT
yet..
i apologize here..
friends..
sorry for not making everything goes smoothly..
i am sorry..
sorry for making someone feel bored..
sorry ..
i am sorry..
purpose is to ...
bt ended up..
i am sorry ..
haiz..
ok..
as dunno why..
i was damn xx ytd night..
and i cnt sleep well..
i jz sleep almost 5 hours nia..
bt i was extreme tired..
too bad.. sigh~
early early wake up..
6 smthn.. ==
and i 8 smth stomachache..
terrible..
every time like tht..
i knw nothing good going to happen if my stomachache in the morning..
as i knw..
i cirit birit lar.. sien..
jz hoping i later will be fine..
still slightly uncomfortable in the cinema..
let the pic appear first..

inside gurney somewhere..
i was tired at tht time..
totally going to...
snapped some crazy pic..
bt i did not dare to post it here..
as i was fat.. TT
back to jetty..
on the ferry..
we jz like never sit ferry before..
was like never come penang before..
snapping like a ... i mean myself lar..

take 1 ^^

take 2
whenever i look into the sea..
i will think of the tragedy..
and ..
欺山莫欺水...
i will remember it forever..
it makes me horror for seconds..

same as this..
sigh~
bt smile lar..
new year..
bt if u ask me..
am i happy today..?
i will say no..
bt yes for when i am with my friends..
i mean 4 of us lar..
自愚娱人...
this is what i am trying to do whole day.. ^^
hope u all happy lar..
sorry

and lastly..
thank you very very very very much to hz..
thanks him for everything..
and also thanks to his father..
kam sia ..
^^
i will always remember u this friend de lar..
haa~
wa eh kia ???

date: 17/2/10
venue: gurney

written: 17/2/10

status: worrying him.. feel so helpless as i cnt help..