TT

my results are so bad..
this is the first time i get such bad de results..
i dunno how to face mummy..
i dunno how to tell her..
我不忍心 tell her..
我不忍心 to hurt her..
she sure very disappointed with me de..
how can i do such cruel de things to her?
i am her hope..
but i destroyed it...
i dunwan her to worry about me..
i dunwan to make her burden more heavy..
now her burden is too heavy le.. but she din ask me to help cause she knw i am busy...
where to find such a good mum?
if she knw my results... she sure very sad.. i really scare she cant tahan le.. TT
she will be very worry about my studies..
not only me, n my sis too..
why her life so tough? TT
i am sorry, tht i am not a filial daughter...
my sejarah.. lowest in the class... TT
i juz act.. act steady in school..
actually i do cares a lot of my results.. this time really hurt diok liao...
wat's going on with me?
why my results keep dropping?
PMR 8As really juz a joke for me..
i dnt think i suit to take tht results...
i spoiled everything..
i disappointed the ones who give hope on me..
i cant make my parents proud of me with this results..
i juz bring shame to them..
how can i do this..
i am sorry.. i really sorry..
i wrong.. i really wrong..
i din do well as a sis too..
i give her a bad example..
last time, i was used to courage my sis to work hard..
profe tht she can do well too..
but now , i din have the face to do this..
i din suit to say her..
TT
i knw i am wrong..
i promise , i will not playing a fool..
i promise, i will take it seriously..
i am sorry...
*crying*