walau!

walau ei....
shit lar..
really dunno wat to say..
hate lar..
quarrel with mum...
haiz...
i dunwan to ttn bio already...
chemist cant ttn cause the teacher is in the hospital so i cancel it liao..
thn she phoned mr.sara without telling me..
i juz sitting at the sofa correcting something..
i dunno what is she going to do.... without imforming me...
ask me want cancel wat ttn? i ma answer her bio n chemist lar..
i dunno wat's going on lar... pls..
she told mr.sara... thn teacher sure asked why, right? because the bio teacher is good n why i want stop... sure will ask.. i am still finding a good reason for it..
how i knw she said me dunwan, crashed with some other ttn(rediculous), too many ttn wan to cut down one..
ok... u all think n see, it is reasonable,right?
but not for me...
it is so not correct!!!!
after she told this, how am i going to face the teacher?
how am i going to face them?
i can say i quite close with mr.sara's gf lar..
thn whn they ask how can i answer?
i stop the ttn, it is very hurt to them.. mum, do u knw this?
so i must find a way not to hurt them..
mr.sara sure very sad n kek sim because i suddenly say dunwan...
he very dificult to do de mar..
why din think for others?
why?
i keep finding a way to let every one happy n try my best to make the things best...
but all turn out get nothing..
this ttn de things ruined by mum...
haiz..
juznow almost cry liao lar...
i control it only..
why she cant understand de le?
why?
i knw she very busy n tired but why always do like this...
haiz..
why dunno de le?
life is not easy ,u knw?
u think it in a easy way but it is not..
mr.sara say do it in a simple way but simple way does works out...
cause need to take care others feeling...
i should choosen accounts not science.. now suffering for it, sendiri cari punyai...
haiz...
why i want choose science le? i knw i dont like it.. i knw i cnt follow it...
but why?
because i want a very good life...
i want be rich in my future...
i want be rich...
mum, do u knw?
u dunno...
haiz...
cant give me useful advice in my future..
suak le lar..
she busy enough de i dont bother..
haiz..
my hw all dunno how to do..
ttn hw also a lot...
haiz..
or may be i should go n do part time job?
n thn dont bother about studies?
change school?
thn not so stress?
i should ba..
exam is near but my hw din finish , din do revision...
should i betray it?
should i be bad?
haiz..
should learn motor or wat liao..
thn can go n work at night...
dunwan to sleep liao lar...
sleep 3 hours can liao ..
thn wake up do hw...
haiz..
wat the xxxxx
beh tong until..
thn online type blog..
but dunno why also..
haiz...
dunwan liao..
change myself better...
be a bad student ba...
do wat i dream to do, become samseng?
yaya..
if got chance, i will...